for the pass few days
i feel that im not me..
Its... horrible, terrible, vegetable...
No matter what happens, I won't give up.
I did something bad.
It was just a misunderstanding.
It could be easily settle, couldn't it?
I didn't do that on purpose, I swear! *raising up 3 fingers*
But you're the one who first started it -.+
I can't do immaturish acts anymore.
I'll become a kid again.I don't want that. ):
Now Im back at home .
Haiz..
i dont like tu be at home.
it so boring n im gonna starve like dead
fell like running again ..
run like i nvr gonna run ever again ..
hopeless me
cannot do anything now ..
except reflection ..
i cnnt reflect anything ..
cnnt think properly
my wires are like electrons orbiting on the nucleus...
What happens to all the happy and cheerfull people and myself?
It all vanished into thin air.
It's so unpredictable. Life's unpredictable.
You never know what lies straight ahead;
you ended up bumping against the wall or
the light at the end of the tunnel. :(
Suddenly, the surrounding became so not peaceful.
Suddenly, a *yucky* fragrant filled the air.
Suddenly, the clouds seems like it going to rain.
Suddenly, waves of violent splashed against my mind.
Suddenly, My english become so POWDERFULL
*heeding to keisha's advive, i decided to use less of singlish
and more of correct english sentences.
A picture tells a thousand words.
But actions speak louder than words.
Although actions do not have word, they imply the truth.
That’s why I care about the actions you made,
that’s why your actions can deeply impact me significantly
You can be the motivation, the drive to make me move on.
You can also be the thorns under the swaying roses,
demoralizing me and letting me feel wanna die.
I really don’t want to be a burden to anyone.
I wanna be independent.
I don’t want to rely on anyone, I want to be strong.
I shall separate you from the others, and make sure it STAY that way.
o my gee..
Kays.I finally know more about myself today.
Thanks to the pain i went through for the pass few days.
I could hardly believe why I still have time to go blogging!
Bye Bye Bye ..
im going out, find something tt can cheer me up :D